March 2012
Reasons I want to live alone in the future:
Having no one to wonder where I’m going crazy hours of the night/morning
Having enough time to be wrapped up in my own thoughts
Being able to please my OCD of wanting everything in its certain place
Not having to live with a messy person
Hearing music at all times
Not having to share a bathroom
Walking around in my panties
No worries about...
February 2012
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Can’t I just stay home and cry all day. That’s allowed right?
I can’t explain what it is between us, and neither can you. It can’t be a mystery forever, at least I’d rather it not. Either way it’s beautiful.
I like being alone.
I like drinking coffee tea alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The...
I’m getting that feeling again. That feeling in my stomach, the pit of loneliness.
I miss you, again.
You are too far away, again.
Things have been going consistently fantastic for me for a solid month now, I can’t let myself fall into a schlump now.
There was so many things I didn’t think about when I went turn in my iPhone today and get a new one. Words can’t explain how much I hate getting new phones. My life was on there, pretty much. I didn’t even go through my notes. I’m an idiot. All because my speakers went out. My speakers. Went out. It was only four months old. No wonder I felt like I was erasing my life when...
Right now I’m admitting how lonely I am. I have an extreme migraine and these sheets are cold. The only thing I want is for someone to hold me, but only if it were you.
I can’t sleep and it’s frustrating me so much. I even took sleeping medicine like an hour ago, which I never do. Fuck me.
They say you search for pieces of yourself, when looking into someone else. I believe that is true. “Opposites attract” is total bullshit. I have never been attracted to an opposite.
As soon as I’m caught up, as soon as Bamboozle is over, I’m buying an iMac. You will be mine in no time.
He said ‘I miss you’. He said he misses me. In a statement he told me he missed me.
HE SAID HE MISSES ME.
HE SAID I MISS YOU.
HE MISSES ME.
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the idea of wearing jeans that are not skinny jeans terrifies me now i can’t remember what i used to do with all that extra space around my ankles